Monday, March 12, 2007

"Katakanlah....Katakanlah..."

"Katakanlah....katakanlah..." Guess who sing this song?!.Last night, Molly , Edos, Farez and Me went to Hazami's showcase at the Planet Hollywood.Sharing a stage with Hazami were, Niki, Emilia AF and Siti Sarah.The collaboration was awesome.As our table facing the back of the stage, so the keyboardist and guitarist were really close only 3- feet away from us.We manage to get some pics of Acis and Shah Slam.

Hazami’s showmanship was good and energetic .His choice of songs included Diari Cinta Kita, written by my former classmate Omar Khan, Hero, Pencinta Wanita,Tekad, Mungkin Bahagia and also his new song he is going to release this coming May to name but a few.

The Sunday Nite Live finished at almost 1 am,By then, we were already tired thinking that I have an 8am Class which most probably I am going to escape and Farez is working the next day.

Last but not least, I have to thank Molly and Edos because had invited Farez and Me over to join them.Again, thanks guys!

Thursday, March 1, 2007

No title ..Just lamenting history..

I am still in a state of shock.I was surprised by an unexpected friendster message from a barely known person.She asked me how am doing and the surprised part was, asking me how did i manage to cope with my past.Apparently, me and her has a comman past.We once were fooled by the same man.I was in the relationship with this particular guy ( hereforth : SK) for almost 6 years. She, later involved with SK for a year or so.
It came to me shocking as i was already over him.She told me that she had the relationship with SK prior and after he married with Ms N.Hmm....i cannot still believe that this SK guy have not change a lot.Then, i wonder, what marriage is really mean to him? Is it a joke for him to marry a girl and yet still having an affair with my fellow -same-fate friend (Ms Angel)?Gosh..how disgusting he can be. A real big time looser and joker,he must be! Worst still, He spend the day before solemnization with Ms Angel and continued to seeing her after all the marriage ceremonies had done.He only told her to stop seeing each other only after about 9 months later.
Looking at the situation objectively, Ms Angel is also to be blame because she had allowed herself to involve with SK.But this is a matter of heart.She has only herself to ask why did she fall for this SK.The same question i ask myself until today, why in the world did i love this sh*t.I cant seems to find the answer.Who and when we fall in love were already written in the Book of Fate.Something we just have to learn from the mistakes and experience.
Nevertheless, i have to admit.I learn crazy hell lot of things.I learn to love myself before anything else.I learn to put priorities in my life.I am stronger and more resilience to challenges.More concern and understand the tears and pain people endure.Most importantly is i see life rather differently.Alhamdulillah.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Semalam di KLPac.....



Last night was great.The play "Six Characters Looking For An Author" is a compelling drama that challenges the audience to put the subject of actors and audiences into perspective.

As a beginner, I find that this play is able to introduce me to the basic concept of theater itself bacause it successfully convey the message across that the "character" which the "actor" tries to act can never be fully realized.Somehow, as the audience and the actors, we try to interprete the message according to our very meaning which the definition is given by our ownself world.

Synopsis?? Here is more info about the play at KLPAC.

http://www.klpac.com/Welcome.asp?c=whatsontheatreview&theatreID=110&theatrecatID=5

Thursday, February 22, 2007

debut entry..

Alrighty..now I’m feeling like having a blog of mine.so , from now on, I can write whichever stuffs that intrigue me and I would like to share them with u..

I always think about LIFE…my life, my family, looking at one’s life is really intresting. Wonder how God design one’s life that full of ups and downs only for the ultimate reason , that is, to make oneself better as a human being and as His servant.

Those who know me personally and close to me must have known what kind of person i am.I love you guys.To others, I am just a plain jane.The "girl- next- door".

As this is my first entry blogging, aku pun blur nak cerita ape.....let me start with a brief introduction of myself.

People call me Haiza.Still belajar kat UiTM , mengikuti jurusan Undang-Undang.Aku rase, aku la antara orang paling lama blajar di IPTA. So far, aku dah pernah mask 3 IPTA i.e. UM, Sunway College and UiTM.So much time wasted on the prep level e.g Asasi and A Level before i only decided to pursue my education in legal studies.Sekarang, aku dalam semester terakhir kat ITM.Hopefully, by the time aku habis BLS (Bachelor of Legal Studies), aku dapat kerja terus.InsyaAllah.
Ironic, aku rase la, biasenyer semakin kita matang, kita semakin pandai.Tapi aku plak, makin tua makin kurang cerdik.Dulu, mase sekolah aku performed jugak dlm studies aku. Sekarang, my studies average jek.I know, that is because lack of concerntration.Yups.Concerntration aku banyak terganggu dengan masalah2 bercinta yang bodoh.Have to admit, it was my fate to meet and once had engaged with a man i knew when i was doing Asasi , in UM.Untill today, the adverse effect of that relationship still get me.I am trying to patch up bit by bit, though.Alhamdulillah.

Have to mention, my family is great.Alhamdulillah.They support me when time i need them most.To my parents, Ma and Bab, thank you for being so understanding. I still amazed how both of you can have so much patience with me.To my siblings, hmm...thanks for being just ---there!ahhehehhe....
By the way, I am the youngest in the family.AKu ade 2 kakak and 3 abang.Proudly introducing them,they are: Kak Ji, Kak Ja, Yo , Ha and Yee.SEmua dah kawin except for Yee and Me!

hmmm......ok lah last sekali aku nak kene mention jugak sini,ehhehe...my special someone, Mr Farez rahman.My prince Charming, the knight in the shining armour!AKu berkawan ngan and kenal dia mase mula2 masuk uitm.Mase buat Law matriculation.Since then, aku berkawan baik dengan farez bersama2 jugak dengan Ray, Muiz, Batodz, Alex and Shazli.Sampai sekarang, they are all very dear to me.Erks...tapi farez, baru last year, he is only my special.I have to agree to whoever quoted that 'the best relationship is when best friends turn to lovers'.After all the pain and anguish in my previous relationship, i can say that , i am lucky to ever get out from that relationship.I pray for my hapiness of today will remains forever.InsyaAllah.

Phew, dah pukul 3.30 am aku melangak kat depan laptop lagi.Ok lah.sambung next time.Nanti ade cerita2 menarik, aku sure kongsi dekat sini.See u!