Monday, March 12, 2007

"Katakanlah....Katakanlah..."

"Katakanlah....katakanlah..." Guess who sing this song?!.Last night, Molly , Edos, Farez and Me went to Hazami's showcase at the Planet Hollywood.Sharing a stage with Hazami were, Niki, Emilia AF and Siti Sarah.The collaboration was awesome.As our table facing the back of the stage, so the keyboardist and guitarist were really close only 3- feet away from us.We manage to get some pics of Acis and Shah Slam.

Hazami’s showmanship was good and energetic .His choice of songs included Diari Cinta Kita, written by my former classmate Omar Khan, Hero, Pencinta Wanita,Tekad, Mungkin Bahagia and also his new song he is going to release this coming May to name but a few.

The Sunday Nite Live finished at almost 1 am,By then, we were already tired thinking that I have an 8am Class which most probably I am going to escape and Farez is working the next day.

Last but not least, I have to thank Molly and Edos because had invited Farez and Me over to join them.Again, thanks guys!

Thursday, March 1, 2007

No title ..Just lamenting history..

I am still in a state of shock.I was surprised by an unexpected friendster message from a barely known person.She asked me how am doing and the surprised part was, asking me how did i manage to cope with my past.Apparently, me and her has a comman past.We once were fooled by the same man.I was in the relationship with this particular guy ( hereforth : SK) for almost 6 years. She, later involved with SK for a year or so.
It came to me shocking as i was already over him.She told me that she had the relationship with SK prior and after he married with Ms N.Hmm....i cannot still believe that this SK guy have not change a lot.Then, i wonder, what marriage is really mean to him? Is it a joke for him to marry a girl and yet still having an affair with my fellow -same-fate friend (Ms Angel)?Gosh..how disgusting he can be. A real big time looser and joker,he must be! Worst still, He spend the day before solemnization with Ms Angel and continued to seeing her after all the marriage ceremonies had done.He only told her to stop seeing each other only after about 9 months later.
Looking at the situation objectively, Ms Angel is also to be blame because she had allowed herself to involve with SK.But this is a matter of heart.She has only herself to ask why did she fall for this SK.The same question i ask myself until today, why in the world did i love this sh*t.I cant seems to find the answer.Who and when we fall in love were already written in the Book of Fate.Something we just have to learn from the mistakes and experience.
Nevertheless, i have to admit.I learn crazy hell lot of things.I learn to love myself before anything else.I learn to put priorities in my life.I am stronger and more resilience to challenges.More concern and understand the tears and pain people endure.Most importantly is i see life rather differently.Alhamdulillah.